Friday, December 17, 2010

AF pillaged, stole, abducted, lifted, looted, pinched, pirated, swindled, thieved, withdrew....

........my Christmas joy.

Stupid. That is how I feel. Oh and don't forget incompetent, ineffectual, futile, worthless. Who doesn't love a good thesaurus?

Life is crazy and rude. Sometimes almost hopeless. I question what the hell I am supposed to be doing differently. How can I make things better? Easier? What lesson is the universe trying to teach me?

Some days I just want to stand up and shout "F&*^ YOU" to whomever is listening hoping that maybe someone up there gets the drift and leaves me the hell alone already.

Ah, who knew I could vaguebook on my blog too? Good stuff I tell ya. Terrific. Lovely. Special. Wonderful.

Must put my head back to the grindstone and hope that this mood passes quickly.

5 comments:

  1. If you need someone to talk to, vaguely or not, I have two ears.. you're welcome to both of them and the shoulders right underneath them.

    HUGS.

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  2. I love you Julie...and I may take you up on that. xoxox

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  3. I'm home tonight if you need me. XXOO

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  4. I'm home most of the time really.. but you know, if you need someone SOON.. I'm available ;)

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  5. <3 you and I am sorry that it seems that yesterday was a suck ass day. I sure hope today was better and I will TTYS!

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