Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentines dinner review & recipes

I will start this blog by saying that I was basically up and running from 6:30am until about 11pm and most of that time I was on my feet doing prep work and or cooking.  I did do a quick run to CM's house to pick up milk that she wanted us to take (they are in FL for the week and the milkman had left a gallon that would just go bad) and also a locally run grocery store to pick up a few last minute things I could find/wouldn't buy at Sam's.  I didn't even have time to check email or, gasp, facebook at all yesterday until after 10:30p when my guests were gone & the kitchen was clean.

Our final menu ended up being Beef Tenderloin with Garlic Horseradish Cream, roasted fresh asparagus, peas (lol) and a twice baked potato casserole with feta, cheddar & cream cheese. Hubby's sister also brought this delicious organic seed/nut bread (which was part of my breakfast this morning!)  For dessert we had a two layer Red Velvet cake with Creamy Vanilla frosting.  It would have been a three layer if I had another pan and if I didn't intend to make cupcakes for the kids!

First the beef.  Really easy recipe.  I did buy the whole tenderloin from Sams so I had to trim the meat when I got home.  I got maybe a 3 pound roast, two filet mignon steaks and a couple of pieces that I can use for stir fry or fajitas all for just over $50.  The recipe called for 1/2 c. of cracked black pepper, but after reading the reviews I cut it in half (good choice) and because I don't have beef granules on hand, I used chicken instead.  I put the rub on the meat and left it in the fridge on a rack with foil tenting over it (another good choice even though the recipe called for the rub to go on right before roasting.)  The sauce was super easy.  I roasted the garlic while I baked the cake (and it stayed in a oven a bit longer) and I reduced the cream right before I was about to put the meat into the oven and after mixing the sauce, I left it on the counter as many reviewers had said that it separated when chilled & reheated.   Here is the recipe for the meat & accompanying sauce:

Beef Tenderloin with Garlic Horseradish Cream

Sauce:
1 head garlic (1/4 pound; about 2 1/2 inches in diameter), left intact
1 teaspoon olive oil
3/4 teaspoon salt
2 cups heavy cream
1/4 cup drained bottled horseradish
1/8 teaspoon white pepper

For tenderloin:
1 (3-pound) center-cut beef tenderloin roast, tied
1/2 cup cracked black pepper
2 teaspoons granulated beef bouillon
2 teaspoons salt
3/4 teaspoon cornstarch
3/4 teaspoon dried oregano, crumbled
3/4 teaspoon garlic powder
3/4 teaspoon paprika (not hot)
1 tablespoon olive oil

Make sauce:
Put oven rack in middle position and preheat oven to 400°F.

Cut off and discard top fourth of garlic head. Drizzle exposed garlic with oil and sprinkle with 1/4 teaspoon salt, then wrap head tightly in foil. Roast garlic until tender, about 1 1/4 hours, then open foil and cool.

While garlic roasts, simmer cream in a 1 1/2- to 2-quart heavy saucepan, stirring occasionally, until reduced to about 3/4 cup, 20 to 25 minutes, then transfer to a bowl.

Squeeze garlic into a small bowl, discarding skins, and mash together with horseradish, pepper, and remaining 1/2 teaspoon salt using a fork.

Stir garlic mixture into cream, then chill until ready to use.

Roast tenderloin:
Increase oven temperature to 475°F.

Pat tenderloin dry. Stir together pepper, bouillon, salt, cornstarch, oregano, garlic powder, and paprika in a small bowl. Rub oil all over tenderloin, then sprinkle with spice mixture, rubbing it into meat. Put tenderloin on rack in roasting pan and roast 10 minutes, then reduce oven temperature to 425°F and cook until thermometer inserted diagonally into center of meat registers 130°F, 20 to 25 minutes for medium-rare. Let beef stand on rack in pan 10 minutes before serving.

Cut beef into 1/4-inch-thick slices and serve with garlic horseradish cream.
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The potatoes don't really have a recipe.  I just mashed some potatoes with feta, cheddar & cream cheese.  Added some fat free plain organic yogurt, salt, pepper, onion powder, granulated garlic.  I don't measure things that I'm comfortable with, but if I had to guess ratios, I would say maybe 10 russets, 1 cup of feta, 1.5 cups cheddar, 3/4 cup of cream cheese and 1.5 cups yogurt.  The seasonings were just to taste.  I put the potatoes into a pyrex pan, dotted the top with butter pats and baked it in the oven on the bottom rack while the meat was roasting above it.

Asparagus was divine.  I ended up buying 5lbs from Sams and it was ALL gone by the end of the meal.  I drizzled it with olive oil and sprinkled it with salt & pepper and roasted it while the meat was resting after coming out of the oven.  The peas were frozen...lol  I warmed them on the stove top with a bit of water. ;)

Ok...onto the cake.  First off, the cake itself was good.  It really is a standard butter cake that takes two ounces of red food dye mixed with 3 Tbsp. Hersey's cocoa powder.  Let's just say that I was thankful for wearing an apron and thankful that my counters are solid surface and don't absorb colors!  Hooray for Silestone!!  The frosting?  OH MY...  Let's just say that when I saw that it started with two full cups of butter I was a bit afraid.  I'm NOT into heavy, sweet frostings.  In fact my all time favorite frosting (before last night) was a whipped cream cheese frosting - Light & not too sweet.  This frosting along with this cake was to die for.  It was light and airy and not overly sweet.  The only issue is that if you keep it in the fridge for any amount of time (like over 15 minutes), it will become a solid.  All & all, a wonderful ending to an absolutely decadent meal.  In fact, my mother in law (who is always very kind to my cooking efforts) told me that it tasted like something that came from a bakery.  I have to laugh.  It actually is a recipe from the Magnolia Bakery in NYC (which is famous - at least Epicurious seems to think so).  I will add that I don't have cake flour.  According to my 1956 Woman's Home Companion cookbook, 7/8 cup of regular flour sifted will work for 1 c. cake flour and that is absolutely what I did.  I also don't buy buttermilk, but instead sour my own regular 1% milk with lemon juice.  So without further adieu - here is said recipe:

Red Velvet Cake

3 1/2 cups cake flour (not self-rising)
3/4 cup (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
2 cups sugar
3 large eggs, at room temperature
6 tablespoons red food coloring
3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
1 1/2 teaspoons salt
1 1/2 cups buttermilk
1 1/2 teaspoons cider vinegar
1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda
1 recipe Creamy Vanilla Frosting

preparation

Preheat oven to 350°F. Grease and lightly flour three 9- by 2-inch round cake pans, then line the bottoms with waxed paper.

To make the cake: In a small bowl, sift the cake flour and set aside. In a large bowl, on the medium speed of an electric mixer, cream the butter and sugar until very light and fluffy, about 5 minutes. Add the eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. In a small bowl, whisk together the red food coloring, cocoa, and vanilla. Add to the batter and beat well.

In a measuring cup, stir the salt into the buttermilk. Add to the batter in three parts alternating with the flour. With each addition, beat until the ingredients are incorporated, but do not over beat. In a small bowl, stir together the cider vinegar and baking soda. Add to the batter and mix well. Using a rubber spatula, scrape down the batter in the bowl, making sure the ingredients are well blended and the batter is smooth.

Divide the batter among the prepared pans. Bake for 30-40 minutes, or until a cake tester inserted in the center of the cake comes out clean. Let the layers cool in the pans for 1 hour. Remove from the pans and cool completely on a wire rack.

When the cake has cooled, spread the frosting between the layers, then ice the top and sides of the cake with Creamy Vanilla Frosting .

Creamy Vanilla Frosting

6 tablespoons all-purpose flour
2 cups milk
2 cups (4 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
2 cups sugar
2 teaspoons vanilla extract

preparation

In a medium-size saucepan, whisk the flour into the milk until smooth. Place over medium heat and, stirring constantly, cook until the mixture becomes very thick and begins to bubble, 10-15 minutes. Cover with waxed paper placed directly on the surface and cool to room temperature, about 30 minutes.

In a large bowl, on the medium high speed of an electric mixer, beat the butter for 3 minutes, until smooth and creamy. Gradually add the sugar, beating continuously for 3 minutes until fluffy. Add the vanilla and beat well.

Add the cooled milk mixture, and continue to beat on the medium high speed for 5 minutes, until very smooth and noticeably whiter in color. Cover and refrigerate for 15 minutes (no less and no longer—set a timer!). Use immediately.
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So that was our yearly sit down and it was worth every minute of prep.  In fact, as I type this I am enjoying the leftovers (which was not much).  Even better the second day & the garlic horseradish cream is even nice on leftover potatoes!  :))))))))

Friday, February 13, 2009

I've decided on my dinner plans for Saturday

YIPPEE!

Background:  We have hubby's parents & grandmother over each year on Valentine's Day for a sit down dinner.  The kids make Valentine's for everyone and hubby & I buy flowers or plants for each woman.  This year I've invited his sister as well and J. has invited his girlfriend A too.

Of course, making this will hinge on whether I can find a whole beef tenderloin at Sams tomorrow morning.  I am getting there at 7am (opening for business members) and am meeting hubby's sister who wanted to come along.  I have to do a monthly shopping visit anyway.

So after numerous searches last night I settled on a Beef Tenderloin with a roasted garlic & horseradish cream sauce that I found on Epicurious.  We will also have some twice baked potatoes mixed with feta, cheddar, cream cheese, garlic & onion (I have some extra potatoes mixed up from our homemade pirogi last night).  Since A. is coming over to hang with J. I'll make a small bowl of peas (she hates all veggies except peas & corn...lol) and then I'll likely have a salad, green beans or maybe roasted asparagus.  

For dessert I've decided on a Red Velvet cake with a vanilla butter cream & a good chocolate ice cream on the side.  I've never even tasted Red Velvet cake - never mind made one.  Hope it works out (saw a video on Epicurious with the recipe).  According to the video I watched, I should have enough batter for a two layer cake & some cupcakes for the kiddos (figured they could decorate them themselves).

So yeah - I'm pretty excited.  The recipes sound simple enough so I hope I can master them.  I will follow up blog and let you know how it all works out.  Wish me luck!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Really weird

I found a guy I went to high school (and church with oddly enough) on Facebook last week.  I sent a friend request.  He accepted it.  And then today as I was browsing another high school friend we had in common, I noticed he wasn't on my friend list anymore.

I sent him a message asking if I had offended him in any way.  He answered me back "No worries.  you didn't offend me."  And that was that.

We're not friends, but no explaination.  Really very weird.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Some random things...random meaning not related, but as usual, long winded

After messaging with an old friend from high school about supper for tonight I got to thinking about what other people cook, etc.  Not that I'm into comparing in the sort of "I'm better than you because I don't ever cook the same meal twice" type thing because that is just laughable (or rather the woman who spouts this is on a baby site I used to frequent is), but wondering if my idea of a quick, easy dinner is really that far fetched or different from what others consider "quick & easy".

For example, tonight we had what I thought was an "easy dinner".  I made chicken breasts with a cranberry maple pan sauce, white rice & broccoli.  Basically, I butterflied 3 HUGE breasts & cut them into strips, dredged them in seasoned flour (salt, pepper, onion powder, garlic powder), browned them in a pan with an olive oil & butter mixture, removed them to a plate in the oven after browning and then deglazed the frying pans with a mixture of white wine, chicken broth & red wine vinegar.  Added in a can of jellied cranberry sauce, about a half cup of real maple syrup, some more chicken stock, tablespoon of brown sugar, pepper and let that reduce a bit before I put the chicken back in the pans and let it simmer while the rice & frozen broccoli cooked.  I did forget to use some cayenne pepper though so there was a kick missing for me.  I even used Uncle Ben's converted white rice so it takes like all of 20 minutes on the stove top.  This meal is a favorite of every one's so maybe that is why I don't think it is a big deal.  The funny thing is that the first time I made it, I was just shooting from the hip (using a recipe that had the same flavors/ingredients, but was meant for grilling).  

Ok, so tell me the truth?  Does that sound really difficult? (I'm being honest...I really want to know)

I have to admit that cooking meals that my family loves makes me feel good about being a mom.  Perhaps it is because I don't have a job that brings home the bacon anymore.  For so long I have taken care of children & a hubby (I've been a SAHM for over 14 years!!) that praise for my cooking, laundry or cleaning skills has become my paycheck.  I don't get much praise in the cleaning department (not my favorite) and I'm usually a day late & a dollar short in the laundry department (the basement is my getaway, but it has been pretty cold down there), but I enjoy trying to shine in the cooking which may make my outlook a bit different from others I guess.  I bake cookies & cakes from scratch often and don't even think about it much.  It is just part of who I am...or part of who I am when I am being a good wife & mom.  I want to mention again that NEVER do I look at others and think that they aren't a good parent if they aren't into cooking or baking, but sometimes I get the feeling that just by doing the things I do, it makes others feel badly.  Does that make sense?

And another totally random thought...I've been thinking about my SIL again lately.  She posted one of those random questions notes that has been going around facebook.  I checked to see if I tagged her in mine (I didn't.) because she labeled hers as "The stupid questions everyone keeps tagging me to answer".  She seemed a bit defensive on the whole and I kept thinking why do it if you're not interested?  The thing that struck me was this was like the second time she has mentioned hating insecurities.  Generally her insecurities happen to involve me as mine involve her much of the time.  I'm not sure if I should step foot into that arena.  We've been drama free for awhile and I'm getting better at knowing when I should speak my mind and when I should shut up (BIG progress for me...I'm not good at shutting up).  I keep thinking that if she has an issue with me, she eventually come to me and share.  I really don't have the energy right now to "shore up" anyone.  I am of the belief that if no one says anything to me about things than everything must be fine.  Is this normal?  Again, totally serious question.  Relationships with other women have really confused me in the past so I feel like such a newbie in this area.

Random thought number 3 (and 4 too).  I have two teenagers whom I love dearly.  I have two elementary aged boys whom I love dearly.  I have two preschool aged children whom I love dearly.  Why oh why do they drive me up the effing wall?  And when will this darn, stinking cough go away?  Really - it is the pee your pants type cough.  If I didn't have thirty thousand pairs of undies, I might have purchased some Depends last night.

That is all folks...enough randomness for the day....I have to go change my underwear :oP

Thursday, January 29, 2009

My heart melted

Just had to share that Em may be turning from being a mighty little tank to a somewhat girly girl....

She received a baby doll & stroller from hubby's parents on Christmas. She also had one at home that she received from us last year. I decided to pull out the cloth moses basket that I bought for her to sleep in when she was born so that she could use it for her babies. I also wrapped her babies up like little burritos in little fleece receiving blankets and put them to sleep for her when I put the moses basket together.

Yesterday as I sat transfixed at my computer, she came in (her toys & clothes are still in our room even though she sleeps in the boys' room) and I watched her out of the corner of my eye while she wrapped up her baby (like a burrito) and cooed softly to it. I thought my heart would melt all over the floor.

It amazed me how she learned so fast and how "mother like" she was at the ripe old age of 2 and a half years old.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Musings of a tired mom....that's me

I really don't have too much to write about. Funny how chaperoning two teenagers will make you feel like you've done a year end closing for a big company. I am wiped today. I cannot wait for the 4 youngest to be bathed & in bed!

Sooooo....here I am as a mom dealing with my first serious boyfriend/girlfriend thing. J & A are, from what I've gathered from J, pretty serious. So serious that he was hoping to take her over to hubby's parents to meet them & hubby's grandmother tonight while Bec has dance. She seems like a very nice girl and I haven't seen or heard anything that would make me feel different. I do give them their space for the most part. I don't mind if they are laying on the couch together napping or hugging or kissing (no make out sessions...ewww). Seeing how there are two little people who run around all afternoon, there definitely isn't much time to get into trouble in a common room of the house.

I also have done something I said I never would. I invited A. to sleep over on Sat. evening as we are having a game night w/family & friends. J also invited his best friend, AM, over to sleep. I am hoping that I do not regret the decision, but I really don't think I will. J is pretty respectful of the boundaries we've laid down and I don't think either of them are ready to explore a sexual relationship (again, what I've gathered from J).

Other than that, nothing is really new(s) here. Money is tighter than we've experienced in many years, but we're getting by and I trust that God will provide for our needs like He always has in the past. I'm just pluggin' along and trying to keep my head above water while keeping the house cleaned, the laundry caught up and the kiddos in line. I've noticed that when I am doing a decent job in these areas, I really don't have time to be online playing. It makes me sad because I feel out of the loop, but I know from past experience how important it is for me to keep "real life" going smoothly especially this time of year when I am most prone to slipping into a "bad" place mentally.

So far so good...now onto bedtime :)))))

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Boston in late fall - Another blessing is added

It's been a long time since I've blogged. Life certainly has a way of getting in the way of the things I want to do.

I had another glorious trip to meet my girlfriends in Boston except this time I was even more lucky because I got to bring along my eldest daughter and she got to meet these friends that I talk about with anyone who will listen to me fawn all about them.

My daughter and I are the same in many ways. We are goofy, love to laugh until we howl, love to take silly pictures of ourselves, love to shop and generally have a great time together. In other ways, my daughter has things figured out SO much better than I did at her age. She is confident in herself and what she believes in. She may be dingy sometimes (which is actually quite endearing), but no one is going to mess with her more than once. She thinks too much of herself for that kind of crap, and for that, I am SO thankful.

So of course when we arrived at the hotel, I immediately had to find where everyone was "meeting" because I had hugs and hugs and hugs & even some kisses stored up and ready to give. I was so happy we didn't hit the usual mad traffic on the highway and we pretty much sailed right up. We found "the room" and the love that hit me in the face as soon as the door opened was absolutely delightful! I was awed that nothing changed. Time and space had done nothing to diminish the love these beautiful, talented, wonderous women have for me and the rest of their friends. What astounded me even more was that in turn they showered Bec with the same affection. How kind they all were to her - a mere 14 yo child - during what is most definitely a child free time.

My daughter was surprised by their easy manner and their immediate generosity towards her. She loved everyone, but was most taken with Sophie. Sophie was also there on a mother-daughter jaunt although their jaunt was a bit more extensive than ours. ;) Becca loved Sophie from the instant she opened her mouth. She loved her outspoken way and her accent and just about everything else. In fact, when Sophie left us at dinner on Saturday evening for a night out with George, Becca mumbled that she didn't like George too much and wished Sophie could have come back to the hotel with us instead. :)))) I understood her disappointment, but she did ok back at the hotel eating Lindt truffles and refilling the wrappings with paper to fool her friends back at school while we got to host a few brave women back in our room.

I wish she could have met G...and Michelle...and NewMichelle (who really isn't new anymore) and Jackie. I wish we could have ALL been there although I must say I could certainly feel their spirits hanging out with us. Someday all the LFFs will be together again. I don't know when or where or how, but I know if it is within my power to make it happen, I will do whatever it takes. These women are not just my friends, they are my sisters. They are part of who I am...part of my soul. Each one of them is important to me and their friendships make me wonder how in the world I got so lucky that this group of women got together on the internet, became friends and then picked a city so close to me that I've got to hang out with them twice. Seriously.Mind.Blowing.

Now we are home and back to the same old, same old, but the nice thing is that we're didn't come back the same as when we went. We came back with SO much more...new friends, lots of love and more memories to hold in our hearts that are great to pull out when things aren't going so well. Knowing there are women out there who are the best cheerleaders, wittiest jokesters and the epitome of what friends should be can get you through just about anything.

I love you guys...and so does Becca :)